Json - N.J.D. lyrics

Jaylin man, dag man you 8 months dawg I remember just thinking, what you was even gonna look like before you got here man And I sat down to myself man, and I just began writing, the Lord put something on my spirit man, It was just a way of me speaking to you things I wanted to relate to you man This is my, letter to Jalen, And I'm praying, when you get older you comprehend what I'm saying Man I'm here for you, and I'm making it clear to you That a Christ-like life is where I'll be steering you And I know it's rough, and obstacles will come against you But you ain't got to, go through what your daddy's been through God has sent you, with the hand of His might I demand you understand His whole plan for your life! Please! Don't abandon the light Cause it may be years before you veer back from the land of the night Understand what is right and let no man lead you Be a leader, no matter what they feed you And I'ma teach you, that you must crawl for your walk If you fall it's a start, proceed with all of your heart It's all a part of growing up, learn from mistakes that you make So when you face em again, you know what's up And weigh out ya options, don't dive in to things head first Manage your money, spend when you breaking a little break a little bread first Keep you a plan, and only do what you can When you accept responsibility, your truly a man *phone rings* Hey Dawan this is Jason Hey Jason, where you at? Oh I'm just at the studio, I was just giving you a call to let you know that I love you, you know I love you right? Yeah, I love you too. Okay, well I'll be home a little bit later. I'll see you when I get there Jason, can we play the game when you get home? Yeah that's cool, we could play the game when I get there, aight? I'll see you later. Alright, bye. DeJuan DeJuan, your not my son biologically You have a dad, but still you have a father in me When we met, truly I was still lost in the streets You were four years old, and stuttered as you were talking to me I remember clearly, you hated smoking severely, I did it around you anyway, claimed that I loved you dearly It all was a lie, and my heart was desperately wicked Expect that from man, when his focus ain't Christ centered But, for your forgiveness is what I'm asking I murdered the flesh, you see the old man lays in the casket Life everlasting, I'm trying to tell you what real is Hell is hot, it ain't something you wanna deal with The world will paint this picture about, money and fashion Can't take it with you, when your body returns to ashes (What I'm trying to say), don't do what I did, but do what I do now See Christ lives in me, I really do love you now I thank the Lord for bringing our relationship closer Secluding us from danger, keeping anger from boiling over And as you grow, throughout your life situations I'm here for you the same but know Christ is your foundation I Jason (I Jason), take ye LaWanda (take ye LaWanda), my wedded wife (my wedded wife), to have and to hold (to have and to hold), for this day forward (for this day forward), for better or for worse (for better or for worse), for richer or for poorer (for richer or for poorer), in sickness (in sickness), and in health (and in health), and to love (and to love), and to cherish (and to cherish), till d**h do us part (till d**h do us part), according to God's holy ordinance (according to God's holy ordinance)... I thank God for my wife, the love of my life, my heart and my soul Woman of Christ, more valuable than the price of gold I pray that it shows through affection my deepest emotions Keeping me open, your love flows deep as an ocean You're the shirt on my back, pants on my bu*t You're the twinkle in my eye, crutches that are standing me up My love, you're my wife, you're my friend, my light when its dim My smiles or my grins, its like your everything (from within?) I love you, and put no one but the Lord before you I'll endure through the pain because I adore you Virtuous woman, adorably stunning, your beautiful You love me and you should know that the feeling is mutual What more can I do for you, before I'm smothered in dirt? Cause it's only right for me to love you, like Christ loves the Church And He died for us, so know I'll do whatever it takes Then He rose for us, so know through Him we never will break Through heartaches, all the ups and downs, the smiles and frowns, whatever Long as we stay focused on God we'll be the glory together Holy, matrimony, such a wonderful thing With my beautiful queen, as we both serve a glorious King I thank God, for what He's done in my life And I gotta give Him thanks for my son and my wife My whole fam, I know it's a blessing to have Nikki, Jaylin, Duwan, through the good and the bad (X2) I thank God