J'sar - Conrad Tokyo Freestyle lyrics

[Verse 1: J'sar] I be sitting on my porch feeling far from home Got invited to the club yo I'm not going That's not my space, though I love the women I meet I'm thinking on being known as one of the greats When I was young I heard son sound like Nas I said nah I'm J aposotrophe S A R Ron named me Dubb, me I never tried to be a thug I just hung around the rugged ones, d** and guns My mom found pictures and flipped How could I explain it was a joke amongst friends When all she had to do was open up a certain shoebox Then ask if I know what this is, I'd say I do not She never mentioned how her and my pops Saw cars in the rearview, circled the block U-turns and pedal smash to lose tails Come to find out they both lived lives was too real I'm a product of love though I felt I never had it For years cause friend's parents never felt like a ba*tard I'm a product of love though I feel I failed And if I get the chance to do again I fear I will Where is the world going, questions about The president wilding, seventy childish Unrest everywhere, whites out the closet It's more like a dam breaking than a leaky faucet And right now still, Flint needs all of it Meanwhile we're standing on a rock with the Sioux tribe, you wanna talk about blue lives Well who get's justice when who dies So real I should say it two times n***as always worried ‘bout who shines Will snake you for a dollar when we could've split a hundred The bigger picture, only see a percentage of it Sell a mill, only see a percentage of it Or sell your first thousand now you got a bigger budget You made it up to twenty now sh** takes off Your demo wasn't it now the label makes calls And you got leverage you and your team did work Welcome to the big leagues now it's time for real work But politics got you losing love And them industry hoes got you using d** And it's k**ing your focus while you lose your buzz Nah you still feeling high still feeling drunk But the people ain't checking for you like they was And you find love go just as quick as it come