JReezy - Awakened lyrics

Intricate thoughts of a king in the dark But it seems really far im a fiend in the dark Trees never bark but it bleeds in the scar Of emotional juice trynna squeeze through the heart Constant depression and pa**ive aggression And lucid inception and things i done lost Seems i done lost my self respect Not a thing i done seen tried to help me yet I dont think that money can buy happiness but sh** It sure does help when i feel neglect In the threat of lifes hold, upside down soul Hell is ice cold, heavens down low Stealing sh** from these fiends that i know Spreading gold to these queens that i know Seems i done came to am impa** can't pa** Any unnecessary sh** cla** dispatch Looking at n***as like retards but im the one failing Bumping my music mind is unveiling When im in my zone got power Feels like a minute turned to an hour Thoughts devoured by conscience f** the nonsense Find peace like ghandi No one but my shadow trails behind me Stuck in the dark dont look to find me n***as trynna follow in the steps but blindly Shut the f** up no asking kindly How many souls do it take to become something great To many goals to become something fake To many stairs every step that i take Man its f**ing me up im escaping my fate Little n***as begging me to slow down Can't take the truth revealed to the whole town Dumb n***as lied talking about you profound Used to be a lost motherf**er but im so found n***as see my songs and their so wowed That it ain't turned up sh** so they scroll down I dont really have hoes now But i can't wait to blow up so i can turn them hoes down Got my thoughts on fast foward If fake sh** is funny n***a what i got to laugh for Im outsane with my lyrical pa**port So i can keep the universe for taking me back for Migraines getting worse by the day Games getting worse by the play Grades getting worse while i say imma pay attention Forgetting that my minds on delay. hold up Dont hit me up when i make it Knowing that you wasn't even down before See you walking around school trynna down a who*e But those the same dumb hoes that were bowing towards you You pushed away the right n***a for you And picked up the wrong n***a cause he can afford you Can't f** with unconscious spirits Real sh** in your ear but your hard at hearing n***as Goddamn gotta stop this sh** Spitting fire my brain getting hot and sh** To inspired my brain getting conscious sh** f** trap rap n***a imma lock this sh** n***as they spitting irrelevant Yall n***as make songs for the hell of it My purpose of verses are helping me to find piece of mind Inside treasury Unconscious too is apart of you If you open the eye thats inside of you You can all have an eye with a godly view But pardon my excuse im inside of you Step into you with a third eye view thats a third eye view But are you Trying to guess my weakness beat this Cut yall off like a slit wrist peep this