JRC - Undecided lyrics

Uh Evolution Starting the revolution of retribution Revelation, hesitation of reparations What I mean? Make this sh** clear for the people that are listening Man I'm undecided on pretty much everything This or that? coming tit-for-tat? Clinging on to things, letting go, feel like every king Feel like every man picking out a wedding ring Feel like every couple, thinking that they wanna swing Shouldn't be hard I'm the best at what I do Mothaf**as s**in too hard, man, what I do? They're just f**in pets at my private zoo I just saw some sh** that just shifted my view Life is in rearview, everything backwards now I see in blue I'm a super Me, know y'all see it too I'm a trooper, we, got a lot to do Adjustin to the times, that's my expectation Looking to the future tryna see my fascination But I realized there was none Nothing but a past that i never won, time to load my guns, time to have some fun Now I've reached some sh** I can't escape Reached the bottom of the barrel some sh** I can't scrape There's only room for improvement, think I must reshape (Bridge, Fade. Transitions to another instrumental) Undecided on my past or my future Can't decide whether to move on, this event forced me to suture Stitch up the pain in my past Dry me from the rain that had pa**ed, the forecast called for an outcast That was me, had me feeling like I was in a dream "My silence, you'll hear it scream" That's a quote I can use to express this whole scheme, you can guess the whole theme Only ever been on the quest to get Cream But all I've ever done was get caught in my jet stream All I've ever been on's my own team Uh My mind is undecided- Whether I want to live in the moment or be bent on rewinding Look to the future Cut away and see my inner lining It's different than what y'all see, different than the voice a**igning, not to belittle We think to much and we feel too little We stunt so hard, but our hearts are brittle Only in it for ourselves, always noncommittal Been stuck in this mind state for some time now Hunting for something new, I'm on the night prowl New people, newer life, accepted quick like ciao Now writing this to let y'all know I'm hiding out now Never figured out my way completely Just had to get this song out, did it neatly Did it sweetly, came on intimate but had to do it discreetly Or else mothaf**as would call me soft That's fine, did this for the message no matter what the cost Those were just the first of my flows, the first of my prose Got a lot more stories to show Say I'm acting weird well here you go Starting now there's a story you need to know- Uh Still undecided on sh** Time to find out why