Jquan Collins - My Fears lyrics

[INTRO: Jquan Collins] This is very personal Personal enough for me I don't know about you, yea [Verse 1: Jquan Collins] These are thoughts to myself People think I need help This girl think Im bipolar, I said f** it what else? Getting kick out my crib and I don't know where to live My life getting so small but my nephew so big And my phone bill due, credit card pa** due And I like to wear vans they're not sneakers they're skate shoes This comes from a very dark places a very very dark places And it's not a nice place you get f**ed up and mase I keep dropping my phone, Im bout to buy me a case Im bout to roll me a blunt and sit and laugh at your face Everyday is the same and every night get worse Snatch a old lady's purse, or sit and ride in hearse Pay ya tithes or get curse, be nice or get murked, we don't care if ya hurt, we don't laugh we just smurk They ride around in unmarked cars this is my turf Im just smoking on earth and Im just glad to be birth yea [Hook: Jquan Collins] These are my fears, These are my fears These are my fears, These are my fears These are my fears, so let's be clear [Verse 2: Jquan Collins] I got demons waiting on me, but they could go ahead I been sleeping on the floor for a minute, no bed Moms asking for bill money I ain't gotta right now (I ain't got it) She asking for bill money like I got it right now (I ain't got it right now) And Somehow Im still riding in a benz Feel like Im living check to check to make my ends (oooooh) Shoutout my friends, If it wasn't for you I don't know where to began and Nobody understand, you gotta have a vision Just to have a plan That's why I wear these vans, I'm really off the wall (Im really off the wall) You still got my number, I never get a call damn (I never get a call) What happen to real life, everybody on they phone looking at real life Instead of enjoying life like life ain't out here These streets ain't fair, so be aware, clear? [Outro: Jquan Collins] These are my fears, These are my fears These are my fears, These are my fears These are my fears, so let's be clear