Joyner Lucas - Cut So Deep lyrics

(Verse 1, Snax) Growing up, she ain't have much She always felt like she was never enough Her mama used to call her a s*ut Her daddy used to call her a who*e The pain was just too hard to ignore She had a crush on the boy next door He made her feel like she's something that you gotta adore And he ain't like her, he just likes that her body's mature See he ain't even seen a naked body before She gave it up, gave into the lust Thought it was love but found out she got f**ed Now he don't text her, won't pick up his phone She chills with her friend, yet she still feels alone Depression starts eating her thoughts, she feels so lost Wishin' the pain would just stop Anxiety k**in' inside Like she being choked she can feel all the lies She just wanna cry See nobody ever there for her Nobody ever care for her And she'll probably never trust again Cause that boy went and f**ed her friend Uhh (Chorus, Snax) She took that blade and put it to her vein She tried to take away her pain She closed her eyes and fell straight to sleep, (damn) That cut's too deep (Verse 2, Diri) Hot price due to daddy, the life that she was livin' Such a beautiful life that she was given In her room jammin out to her rock, she felt stricken How could you have all this and still feel something's missin'? She went to school with all her usual friends When introduced to someone new, unlike her usual friend, so different You could, completely tell'em apart She didn't dress the same And wasn't worried, she was smart At first she was jealous And had a complex Because for her fitting in was a contest She gave up her body plenty of times But this girl live life for love and it wasn't a conquest So she befriended her Tightly but mentally Had plenty of other intentions with a man to be Got up in her mind when she figured out the second he found out she was holdin' on to her life so slightly She planned it out But didn't think the damage out To cut the girl that giving herself, you couldn't bandage out Racin' for the pain Innocent girl slain Since she couldn't live with herself, she took away her pain (Chorus, Snax) She took that blade and put it to her vein She tried to take away her pain She closed her eyes and fell straight to sleep, (damn) That cut's too deep (joyner) (Verse 3, Joyner Lucas) See i didn't mean to play'em It was outta my hands I loved one cause she made me feel like high to my planes I loved the other cause she made me feel proud of my sins Even though i was sneakin' around and lied to my friends You say i want my cake and eat it too And i admit it i was tripping, they could see it too I told shorty there was nothing else for me to do And everything was all good just a week ago The more i lied, my stories seemed more believable She loved music and loved songs, repeatable She say i make her feel the same as justin bieber do I know the way that im makin you feel is eating you alive Inside and im sorry if you feel you're not enough Cause i've been holding onto feelings i got bottled up A lot of wounds and cuts that have been depriving us And living to our full expectations and thats a lot of blood (thats a lot of blood) I know that i've been to blame and damn im sorry for it And now im feeling all the pressure thats a lot of force But suicide is a problem that we cannot ignore Just know forever you live inside my mind and yours R.I.P (Chorus, Snax) She took that blade and put it to her vein She tried to take away her pain She closed her eyes and fell straight to sleep, (damn) That cut's too deep (x2)