Josie charlwood - What Should Have Been lyrics

Had I known, for any length of time I would've told you no I would've changed your mind and made you sure I would've made you feel like you were loved and more I wish you'd said So I could take those horrid thoughts out of your head I would've saved us both some awful bad regret I should've had you my friend, for years yet And I can't bear, to let you down again And know it's for the last time For the last time I can't see, cause the air you'd have breathed has swallowed me Swallowed me Fall back to now I still expect to have you here when I turn around I still long to hear your voice but there's no sound In my mind I'm searching reasons, they go round Round and round And as for me, all I see is your face when I try and sleep Kept awake by all the memories I won't keep Wondering why you took away what should have been And I can't bear, to let you down again And know it's for the last time For the last time I can't see, cause the air you'd have breathed has swallowed me Me Once, twice, captured everyone Every blink, every tear under this stone cold sun Was it you? Was it me? Is a question asked by everyone but you know It's too late now It's too late now I wish you were home, but you're not I wish you were mine, but you're gone Ooh But you're gone I can't bear, I let you down my friend For the last time, for the last time And I can't breathe, cause the world you've have seen Has captured me Ooh, has captured me Ooh I wish you were home I wish you weren't gone