Josiah - Cold Blood lyrics

I've got a girl She only puts out water In the night, in the day and in the morning Wakes me up I shake her to the bone to calm her down To stop the mourning I've got a heart that only fills me up with cold blood I've got a brain that only fills me with confusion Oh lord I've got some time I fill it up with lies that I repeat to myself to keep on going I've got a life Man it's filled up with the sorrow of a thousand other men with sin's atoning I've got a heart that only fills me up with cold blood I've got a brain that only fills me with illusions Oh lord, my lord Oh lord Go to bed I put the bottle down but still it calls me from down the hall And up the stairs It says come on let's go around and when I go it takes me all the way I've got a heart that only fills me up with cold blood I've got a brain that never gives me no solution Oh lord I've got some cash I borrowed from a man that didn't know he was lending I held him dear and I held that money near It disappeared Just blew off in the wind I've got a heart that only fills me up with cold blood I've got a brain that only fills me with illusions Oh lord, my lord Now my girl She fills me up with water In the night, in the day and in the morning Shakes me up and wakes me to the bone It's not enough to stop the mourning I've got a heart that only pumps me up with cold blood I've got a brain that only fills me with confusion Oh lord, my lord