Josiah Leming - f** Up lyrics

I gotta clean up, shouldn't even be up Who turned the heat up to hot as hell? Well, I couldn't pa** up, spent my very last buck On a bag of bad luck, can't you tell? Hey, Ho I know, I know, I know what I've done I was on a roll "You were on a roll, son" I froze, I froze, buckled in the sun I was on a roll Yeah, I was on a roll I know they're waiting for me to change into a brand new man... But I am what I am and that's all that I am I shoulda told ya not to get your hopes up Again and again, I will till I can't So don't get your hopes up, I'm just a f*ck up I hear her screamin' "Who you wanna be, son?" Like a voice of reason in my head Don't wanna be a rerun "Go and talk to Jesus If he can't heal ya, no one can" Hey, Ho I know, I know, I know what I've done I was on a roll "You were on a roll, son" I froze, I froze, buckled in the sun I was on a roll Yeah, I was on a roll I know they're waiting for me to change into a brand new man... But I am what I am and that's all that I am I shoulda told ya not to get your hopes up Again and again, I will till I can't... So don't get your hopes up I'm just a.. I ran out far beneath the flood to see what I had done Won't you just give me that gun Yeah, I will get it done It's only my life that I'm wastin' Mama, won't you leave me be? I don't need to hear it, no Because I am what I am And that's all that I am I shoulda told ya not to get your hopes up Again and again I will till I can't So don't get your hopes up I'm just a f*ck up