Josiah Davis - Acid Rain lyrics

[INTRO] They tell me big kids don't cry They tell me to hold back my tears But how can a big kid not cry How can a big kid just forget about they fears? d**h and stuff, that's second only to spiders Another is losin buddies cause they can't put down they lighters, man I can tell you bout my worldly desires And all about music, from dust in the wind to we didn't start the fire [VERSE] I try and make music, and a lot of times it's not the best I really just make it for me, and for all of my friends Would I go in full-time, career style? Well that depends Would I wanna live forever? Cause, forever never ends Would I wanna change the weather? Cause sun don't water plants Would I want a lot of wealth? Cause happiness don't come in bands Would I go and chicken out? Or do I wanna get the hens? Is it really worth my time? Is it even in His plans? Is he even upstairs, like the Bible says? Is the Bible just a book, or is it really worth the cleanse? I try and look at life with God's lens But all i see is suffering, obviously, God doesn't do supply/demands But if God doesn't do supply/demands Explain my mom wanting a husband and then life supplyin the mans See, cause, life supplied all dads, and all moms too And they supplied the lives we had, and thats all thanks to who? See those the things that bring God back into my vision sight, he in it for a little But in a week, my faith has lost the light The burnin bush inside my heart no longer ignites Until I hit up church and then, once, again i'm burnin bright I know that really, for me, it's a vicious cycle I feel like I don't get Jack, son, and I ain't talkin Michael I'm talkin I give lots to him, but I don't read my Bible How can words fresh off a page, bring me closer to him, no eiffel? But like Jon Bellion, maybe it's just that I don't know I could make a million just spittin words and keepin flow But in rebellion, subconsciously, I get real low Cause I know that what I'm doin ain't right, best reap the stuff i sow And if that stuff ain't right, how do i know? I seek pleasure from it, so would my body tell me no? Oh! So it must be somethin different, some kind of “Ay! Yo!” Tell me it ain't God, and if it's not, then what it is, bro? It's the earth right? It's all science Charlie Darwin, Atheism, anything but Holy Reliance Hosea 14, “Come back to your God” Give up the defiance Cause not believin in believing in, man, that's just noncompliance [OUTRO] So stop complainin and start agreein We all dyin, even though we're breathin You ain't gon get in trouble if you now decide to give in We ain't dead yet, that said, start livin Said stop complainin and start agreein We all dyin, even though we're breathin You ain't gon get in trouble if you now decide to give in We ain't dead yet, that said, start livin