Joshua Panda - Over My Head lyrics

We exchanged our heart Spent some time apart and things got loose And the closer that we got Was like another knot in the noose But we apologized Tears fell from our eyes we made it work But after one too many drinks Your eyes still make me think I am a jerk And I've tried and tried and more But it's something that you just cannot ignore What I did or what I may have said You say it's fine but darling instead You hold it over my head You hold it over my head The wedding was so quick It came so fast it made folks sick, oh what a fever The courtship it was wild Suddenly there was a child I'll never leave her So I found some steady pay Said all the things you say when you have a family But soon both our fires died It was too big to hide still you stayed with me And we've tried and tried and more But there are no avenues left to explore We sit in the dark for our fire's dead And you say it's fine but darling instead You hold it over my head You hold it over my head Your tears fall down like cinder blocks Making it so hard for you to walk How will you ever know the sun is so warm When all you do is sit and think about the storm Time has aged our skin But we're still the same within we've just gotten older We don't get out as much I can still feel your touch, and it's gotten colder The kids have moved away You still call them every day they are your scapegoat But when you hang up on the phone Though I am here you are alone, you are a ghost And it's been so many years And you're still haunted by all the same fears So many drunken nights I have heard you say That you would leave that you would run away And you hold that over my head You hold it over my head When we're layin' in our bed