Joshua James - Feel The Same lyrics

well i got another letter in the mail today after 27 lines i hadn't a thing to say it said "i love you little brother but i don't know why you let your hair get long and your soul grow tired" and so i took another walk into the grocery mall and i took a couple of photos of the bathroom stalls it seems that everyone is looking for the next good time it made me feel a little funny so i closed my eyes i started wishing for a chemical that make me feel a little more animal, a little less real i settled for the cigarette i got from the girl outside she said i talked a little funny but i didn't mind oh, am i never gonna feel the same way? oh, am i ever gonna feel the same way? well i find it sorta silly how we push and pull scratching like a kitty til our paws are dull it seems your brother likes boys but he ties his shoes with the right side first, baby just like you so i put a lot of make up on a cash machine and i dressed up like a lady on a mezzanine i started hollering a curse from the room upstairs you see i thought that i was mighty but the truth is i'm scared oh, am i never gonna feel the same way? oh, am i ever gonna feel the same way?