Josh Ramsay - Masterpiece Theatre III lyrics

I've got a new disease in me I've got a friend that's losing sleep I take it hard It's hard to take I'm wide awake I'm wide awake One more confession, discretion's not what I need to sell I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself And now that's just how I tell I'm wide awake I'll wreck this if I have to Tell me what good would that do I'll wreck this if I have to You get separated Somebody's gone And I don't know how This is wrong And I'm so frustrated Falling behind, you were a friend of mine I'd be so good to you Because they don't know you like I do They don't know you like I do They don't know you like I do They don't know you like I do There's a difference from me to them And the road home is paved in star f**ers requiem I can never go, go back home again, Acadia is gone (Acadia is gone) All my indecision, all my of my excess Don't you ever tell me I'm not loving you best I just need a minute, I just need a breath It's very hard to drink to my continued success tonight Slow down, slow It's better in the worst way It's getting better in the worst way (Look around-round look around-round look around) So here's another day, I'll spend away from you Another night I'm on another broken avenue Trading in who I've been for shiny celebrity skin I like to push it and push it until my luck is over (Please just follow me) I wonder what you're doing I wonder if you doubt it I wonder how we used to ever go so long without it (I thought you wanted me) All the work to impress Charming girls out of their dresses Smiling pretty and pretty I am right beside you, right (What you want, what you need) I am right beside you, right I'll make this perfect again (Cross my heart I, hope to die, hope to die) If I burn out and slip away You're beautiful, you are I've been here so very long (I could slip into you, it's so easy to come back into you) I'll hide it, could I hide in you awhile (I'm not sick of you yet, is that as good as it gets? And this is a part I portray, and this is a part I portray) I never took you for a trick but sometimes I don't know what you want I could take it if you need to take this out on someone (If this is just a part I portray) I don't know how it got this way