[Chorus] And it's so hard for me to let you know That I never should've let you go But that's just a road I chose I finally see it, but it's out of my hands now (It's out of my hands now) And I'm always runnin' away, was scared of showin' emotions Want you out of my brain, so I've been downin' these potions But I know it won't change, I couldn't fix it, it's broken It's always my mistakes [Verse 1] You make me anxious But how could I complain? I did the same sh*t Too busy by myself to see you hate this I never saw the signs, we wouldn't make it And now I ain't sleepin' much, all in my head too much Wishin' I gave it up, but I couldn't make it up So I'll down another one hopin' I get off it I don't want another love so I'm movin' cautious [Pre-Chorus] And we're tryin' to carry on, but we're lyin' To say our love's not dyin' But I can't see a world without you now [Chorus] And it's so hard for me to let you know That I never should've let you go But that's just a road I chose I finally see it, but it's out of my hands now (It's out of my hands now) And I'm always runnin' away, was scared of showin' emotions Want you out of my brain, so I've been downin' these potions But I know it won't change, I couldn't fix it, it's broken It's always my mistakes [Verse 2] Way too many fights, way too little conversations Tried to get it right, but I never had the patience Always on my mind, that's my first love wasted But do you even care? 'Cause if you really hate me, I don't blame you I never really gave you enough But I would kill just to hear you say you love me again I never meant for the way that everything had to end And just know I'm sorry now [Pre-Chorus] And we're tryin' to carry on but we're lyin' To say our love's not dyin' But I can't see a world without you now [Chorus] And it's so hard for me to let you know That I never should've let you go But this just a road I chose I finally see it, but it's out of my hands now (It's out of my hands now) And I'm always runnin' away, was scared of showin' emotions Want you out of my brain, so I've been downin' these potions But I know it won't change, I couldn't fix it, it's broken It's always my mistakes