Joseph Utsler - All I Ever Wanted lyrics

[Hook] All I ever wanted was, I don't want a lot All I ever wanted was a shot that I never got All I ever needed, no one ever cared All I ever wanted was, someone take me outta here [Verse 1: Monoxide] All I ever wanted was for me to be a myth Hidden from the land of the bliss I'm constantly dissed and pissed off My mind frame's shackled to the floor And I can't move even a little (b**h) All I ever wanted was a noose to hang from And then I'll show all of you b**hes, where I came from The Carnival is comin', you can see it in my eyes Screamin' at the top of my lungs, "I wanna die!" You couldn't see it wit' ya gla**es on Without a witness, doin' dirt all by my lonely and then I'm gone All I ever wanted was to flip the script You pull the gat on me, and I'mma break both your arms, b**h Eastside represented by the k**as Drug dealers, (put ya hands up if ya feel us) And I don't give a f** about you b**hes spreadin' hate (Why?) Cause most of you hoes'll be dead in 28 [Hook] [Verse 2: Shaggy 2 Dope] All I ever wanted, lemme kick back and reminisce Only a few things I can think of on my list A new meat cleaver wit' an edge like a razor And a windpipe connected to a hater (Ha!) It's all I ever wanted, I ain't askin' for much A handle with an axe at the end of my clutch And then swing it down with all that I got Into the ground and grip the [?] hot, chop! Hatchet riders andjuggalos come wit' us We gonna blow the other side the f** up Douse a b**h wit' gas and fling the matches I got somethin' for all they a**es Listen to 'em all, pleadin' for they life Talkin' 'bout they were wrong and always knew we were right Light the Mol-E-Tov, Aaaah!, BOW! All we ever wanted starts happenin' now! [Hook] [Verse 3: Violent J] All I ever wanted was a chance to shine I wasn't askin for much I just wanted mine I don't even have a clue what went wrong I just knew I wouldn't let the sh** slide for long Tell me somethin who the f** you laughin at What the f** you thinkin don't you see this bat? Tell me what the hell is stoppin me from crackin your dome From smackin your dome till it ooze like foam? All I ever wanted was an eye for an eye I'mma taste your soul when I swallow it live Turn around wasn't lookin diggin in your locker As soon as you Looked up whack that's when I gotcha Crack smack it rack it again Kept thumpin and skull til it finally caved in It looked like spaghetti in a broken bowl I guess I lost control it's all I ever wanted though [Hook] [Verse 4: Jamie Madrox] All I ever wanted was to scare you to d**h Choke your f**in neck until your a** is outta breath All I ever wanted was to hear you scream You know it's hard to sleep when you're controlled by your dreams The man in the mirror knows that vanity's a must But will he understand and become like one of us? Paintin up his face, not givin a f** Grabbin' his nuts and expectin bad luck All I ever wanted was a brand new axe Strictly for the purpose of choppin and splittin backs All I ever wanted was to watch you bleed For the cause of the underground in which I believe I'm a maniac, yeah, but you don't understand My axe keeps swingin like blades on ceiling fans I could show you everything that you can't see That all I ever wanted to be was just me [Hook]