Joseph Pfeifer - A While Ago and Now lyrics

I'm not the same man That I used to be I once dreamt that God could do Extraordinary things But somewhere between A while ago and now I stopped believing I began retreating Got stuck in defeat And never got up again I packed my bags and I was off Did whatever I wanted I found a hive of bees I was warned don't touch But I did and I got stung With both my hands and my eyes Swollen up and shut tight I wanted you more than anything For help did I cry But I stopped believing I began retreating Got stuck in defeat And never got up again I stopped believing I began retreating I stopped believing Oh make me new again Could you make me whole again