Joseph Hahn - Breaking the Habit lyrics

[Verse 1] Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all a**ume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again [Pre-Hook] I don't want to be the one The battles always choose Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused [Hook] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight [Verse 2] Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again [Pre-Hook] I don't want to be the one The battles always choose Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused [Hook - variation] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight [Bridge] I'll paint it on the walls Cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends [Hook - Variation] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity To show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight