[Verse 1: Joseph Cook] Fingers touching shapes, and thumbs on an*logs Smokey fruit-flavored candy, but it felt forbidden like I had a sweet tooth Mouth full of petroleum and all I smelled was grilled strawberries Seasoned by oranges Felt like, the lights were dimmed to purple Staring at the couch making sense of each and every thread in the pattern How hideous individuals make beauty in unison Summer camp in the cabin, we were just playing video games Bees weren't threatening no more Summer seemed to last forever Barbecues at 6 years old The sun healed all The wind blew gently and grew violent and cycled through the decision Creativity grew on trees Spending days cooped up eating pizzas that's reheated And pumpkin spice Toxins in my body exited lyrically We spent days with the minutes turned to hours Hours missing you even though you were there Because I knew you'd leave again Once it was over So I prayed every minute dragged out even longer From minutes to days And seconds to years I was prostrating myself on top of a speeding train While the sun beamed down and I had never been more vulnerable I was no longer guarded But I wasn't worried The world felt harmless Everything had their own life, and feelings And nature was not concerned with hurting mine Dogs howled at me as I bolted through Yet procrastinated with the wind Constant partying in a crowded room while gritty, hauntingly beautiful sounds played Yet there were only 2 people Dancing on dining room tables Waiting on an order that never came I felt like bolder letters that spelt out my character and who I was Had withered to shrill sharply shaped letters I felt like bolder letters that spelt out my character and who I was Had withered to shrill sharply shaped letters A lightbulb replaced the sun in the sky and it flickered at me. Oil stained fur coats microwaving wax candles the base was aluminum foil We were at the end of a harmonie korine movie Walking in a field with shaved heads and neutral colors on, Waving sticks Resented pa**iveness bu*tered rottweiler Plastic, wool Polyester blazer blazed with blood Clogged sprinkler Injected the IV and blood and water squirted everywhere Blood brothers with the pizza man Let him smell the house as a tip Somalian Waffle threaded Dark tinted hood, sentimental 'Bout 'fore my balls dropped I wanna see the world like that again And I do when I stare at the gra** and wonder what's under Looking at the sky makes me think of the future and ponder what's coming Burgundy Navy Charcoal Limes and Plums Bittersweet Sentimental Antiquing ancient mirrors That hold some old reflections