Jordy - Motives lyrics
[Verse 1 Jordy] I'm starting to question my motives as to why I'm doing this Is it to make money and to make a breakthrough with this Or do I really wanna spread God's love and truth with this Because more times than not, I just wanna be a fool with this And spit all these lyrics that are super, hot fire I wanna spit my bars until the day I retire Want them to be a hit and never expire If I said I didn't feel this way, I would be a liar Started out rapping just to have a little fun Telling everyone that my focus on the Son But now when I write I talk about Him none Wondering if I'm gonna hear him say well done Trying to be like Peter, end up being more like Judas Preaching positivity I could've been Buddhist Not throwing shade I just know what the truth is Are you seeing why I'm contemplating why I do this? [Chorus] I'm going crazy trying to figure out my motives Heading full speed down a track toward a fork locomotive My motives been divided and I can't find the quotient Getting lost in my thoughts like in the middle of the ocean I be trying to hop sin, but I got an ill mind I need Michael Oher I'm getting hit from the blind side I be like a NASCAR driver turning left instead of right But like Harry Styles, I need one direction in my life [Verse 2 Jordy] Started out saying I was gonna live unashamed But now every verse I write I try to leave out His name His message is subliminal in my lines but it ain't the same Got me more obsessed with chasing money and the fame Looking at it now no wonder God hasn't used me For a while this was getting kinda confusing How come I spent so much time and money on this music? I said I did it for the Lord and He still hasn't used it Started "carefully" choosing the songs I do in shows In case you didn't see I put carefully in quotes Like these say "God" to much so I can't use those And this ones just right it'll please the church folks That's probably why I'm not selling any albums either Is music something I want or do I really need her Is it for the Lord or does my ego need a feeder Father, is it too late me for to say I'm sorry, Justin Bieber [Chorus] I'm going crazy trying to figure out my motives Heading full speed down a track toward a fork locomotive My motives been divided and I can't find the quotient Getting lost in my thoughts like in the middle of the ocean I be trying to hop sin, but I got an ill mind I need Michael Oher I'm getting hit from the blind side I be like a NASCAR driver turning left instead of right But like Harry Styles, I need one direction in my life [Verse 3 Jordy] So in conclusion, this gift I'm using and spewing My heart inside of this music rebooted suited to do your work Motives review them and if they're wicked renew them Yeshuah conform them to Him and His will so I can keep Him first I stand idle, if this idol takes the title of most important and vital in my life over the One who sent me Open my Bible, and keep the scope on my rifle on daily being the bride who is worthy for Him to come and get me Continue with giving my cardiovascular examinations Present all my lamentations to the lamb who saves men Hop in the both and spit the truth because I be amped to praise Him Until the day I see His face and embrace Him Heart Check