[Intro] [Hook: Noetic J & Trev Holmes] I remember back when, sometime ago You left me alone, you left me alone I remember back when, sometime ago I wasn't grown, I wasn't grown I remember back when, sometime ago I didn't know, I didn't know I remember back when, sometime ago You left me alone, you left me alone [Verse: Noetic J] Crazy to think that in a blink It can all be gone, it can all be gone Man was I wrong what went wrong I never thought it would come to this Boy was I wrong, boy was I wrong I did you wrong Suppressed with no way to express feelings astray I tried to balance everything like a tray But it all went down, anyway Is there any way to apologize for all that I internalize? Man it's so deep, let me tell you why Every event is current people can be deceiving serpents Receiving energy they circumvent diverging in stains like detergent Disconnected from oneself the deterrent From blocks that worsen Man it hurts man when perception lacks discernment Doing one a disservice insecurities surface Heating up like a furnace Ernest of decisions that worsen Becoming a shell of their own version, non-observant Robotic no longer a person you cannot furnish LOVE [Hook: Noetic J & Trev Holmes] I remember back when, sometime ago You left me alone, you left me alone I remember back when, sometime ago I wasn't grown, I wasn't grown I remember back when, sometime ago I didn't know, I didn't know I remember back when, sometime ago You left me alone, you left me alone [Verse 2: Noetic J] Attempting to align myself like the stars or like a car Life is tempting God help me make the right decisions I know your testing Me What do you see? It's scary to me Many infidelities you can list from A to Z Pour a gla**, Pinot Noir Drinking with cla** my egos at war Life goes fast so I pack the pax blow out vapors Shall I say more? Emotional tears from fear causes tears to form I cannot conform to conformity And follow the norm Look at the word and you will see "Con" & "form", do you get what I mean? Visibly clear, all this time in the rear You never left me [Hook: Noetic J & Trev Holmes] I remember back when, sometime ago You left me alone, you left me alone I remember back when, sometime ago I wasn't grown, I wasn't grown I remember back when, sometime ago I didn't know, I didn't know I remember back when, sometime ago You left me alone, you left me alone