Jordeaux - Pilot (Ft. brain dED) lyrics

[Produced by Anthemic and Jordeaux] [Intro: brain dED] I'm blinded by lines in between the blinds,an eye for an eye is making me lose my sight of what's wrong and right But I hope the songs I write will uplift the down,was told to zip my lips shut but became louder by every hour I put to shame these Scoundrels and cowards,all I wanted was power but the power I wanted burned me like the twin towers No one would know the horrid predicaments that would shower over me,but the only thing that took a hold of me was the boldness Of my poetry that showed me how this world was spinning everyday so coldly Loners are always loathing lonely because they've always been so lonely,while dumb a**es get all the promote SOCIAL ANXIETY,my minds overloaded by emotions [Verse 1: Anthemic] It's mid fall of 2013,I'm uncertain of things,my mind sees the unseen But if you look into my eyes you can see what I mean,see through my soul,my hearts in a dream I saw it last night,while you were watching tv,a picture of my life,and new foreign things For if you look at my strife,view my eternity,was I doomed from the start or has there been worse scenes Sitting in my bed,staring at my ceiling,small colorful stars painted in green,yellow,blue orange and pink I've seen these beings since I was bright and beaming,from up in the heavens,looking down at my defeat The eyes are useless when the mind cannot see,but my mind is unfiltered,never lacking empathy Cause whenever I speak,it all just flows out of me [Hook: Anthemic] Why am I here,nothing to fear,mind if I ask you,why do you care Why do you care,why do you care,mind if I ask you,why do you care (2X) [Verse 2: Anthemic] What am I doing,consuming visual illusions,scars stuck on my psyche and my hearts feels like its bruising Like I'm along for the ride but I'm only here cruising,like I'm used to the pain,but I speak it like its fluent My mind wanders a lot,never a tentative student,I hate the voice I got,but I'll just have to go through it And you thanks for listening,I'm really kind of new to this,young angel in the cla** surrounded by humans [Bridge: Anthemic] You don't know me,why you trying to control me,you don't know me,so why you trying to control me Buzz off homie,don't like it then just blow me,I don't care I'm just tired of your complaining and moaning [Outro: Anthemic] Social Anxiety...