Jordeaux - How It Feel lyrics

[Verse:] This might be one of the realest verses I've ever written The head position is mine, I never witness decline Not reaching my dreams is my nightmare Finally gettin' a buzz now y'all gon' have a light year I'm right here and I been here and I'm here to stay Thank you for riding along, been high no lighting a bong I reminisced upon my life during writing this song Wanna know what the future holds, look inside of my palm I'm from a city with little to no remorse They be tryna make a k**ing so they end up in a corpse They be steady tryna ball but tryna stay away from courts And as I got older I seen that this life ain't what I thought Real life will smack you, enemies will attack you And when you feeling blessed you feel the devil coming at you So instead of aiming to stack this money in my hand I'm more concerned with tryna be a man, understand [Hook:] I just wanna be the man, I promise that's real Wonder what's at the top, how it feel? how it feel? And the hatin' won't stop, I said the hatin' won't stop Tell me how it feel, how it feel at the top (x2) [Verse:] They always ask me what I'm rapping for I ask them why you stay around the bull like a matador, my pa**ion's more I picked out a dream and started to chase it It's crazy but for me it's way more harder to be basic My father told me when you wrong you better own up They want to see you drop out, you go and get a diploma They want to see you fall and when you do you better stand up Man up, and when they coming for your's you put your hands up So I'm Muhammad versus Joe Frazier Try to invade that just won't cut it like a dull razor It's real life, we know what that feels like I'm just tryna get some shine I'm feeling like it's still night I still like being in booths when I k** mics It feels nice to venting with y'all paying attention To be realistic I'm just out here tryna get it I paid my doctor a visit and he said that I'm the illest [Hook]