Jordeaux - D.E.A.T.H (Dreaming of Every Aspiration To Happen) lyrics

[Hook] Sample: Wouldn't I be glad to take you Give you the break you need Swan: Before I wake I pray the Lord my soul to take If I shall die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul to take (2x) If I shall die before I wake [Verse] My brother died to the hands of his own Seven billion people but was on the planet alone Mentally suffering in ways he couldn't handle alone Thought we would floss together bro but you had plans of your own Damnit you're gone, times you done ran in my dome I had to face reality and understand that you're home My heart is broke I wish that you could grant it a loan You watched life flash before you like a camera phone And met d**h [Hook] (sample) Before I wake I pray the Lord.. [Verse] Looking for solace in my silence, I need guidance No matter how hard I try I can't escape this fear of dyin' I can admit at times I contemplated faking d**h Just to see how many people feel the need to pay respect Lay in the casket listening to the ceremony Some kind words, true words, some very phony A lot of family, lot of so-called friends that hardly ever kept in touch pretending that they were caring for me But left me very lonely, so unaware of all of the pressure I carried on me Trying to leave a mark here before I'm buried homie Don't put me down as nothing less than legendary homie When it's said and done and my breath is none Just know I spent my whole life tryna catch the sun d**h is the only thing certain, you can't ever run But know your soul is infinite, we're forever one Peace, love [Hook]