Jordan Vella - 11:11 lyrics

11:11 its been a two years since we started dating, 6 months since we've broken up 5 months since you've moved on. But I still find myself wishing, same time every night, the same things has before, wishing you loved me or that you were here or that you could look at me the same way you look at her its been a year and I'm still infatuated with you and how you hold things or write with your left hand or how you can always make a joke or how messy your hair is after you sleep i spent a year of my life falling in love it drives me insane how you can continue to make me feel everything loved and hated beautiful and ugly both worthless and priceless you made me feel all shades of color when I've only ever been a constant grey mediocre in everything i do how you made me feel is like a drug except i can't explain how it happens Ive tried everything from prescription pills to hallucinogens from alcohol to cigarettes i am addicted to the tingling swirling slurring the moments when i can't even remember your name but no drug can compare to your voice when it says mine and I'm barely sixteen but i can't help but feel like you were made for me maybe thats because my head fits perfectly in your neck or your arms wrap completely around my waist its the perfect architecture for two people that should be in love the perfect design as if god built us from scraps to be perfectly compatible but its been six months and you've moved on and I'm completely grey