Jordan Smith - What Now lyrics

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat I shouldn't be crying Tears were for the weaker days I'm stronger now, or so I say But something's missing Whatever it is, it feels like its laughing at me Through the gla** of a two sided mirror Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me And I just wanna scream What now? I just can't figure it out What now? I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out What now? What now? I found the one, she changed my life But was it me that changed and she Just happened to come at the right time? I'm supposed to be in love but I'm numb again Whatever it is, it feels like its laughing at me Through the gla** of a two sided mirror Whatever it is, it's just sittin' there, laughing at me And I just wanna scream What now? I just can't figure it out What now? I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out What now? Please tell me, what now? There's no one to call 'cause I'm just playing games with them all The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone 'Cause I spend every hour just going through the motions I can't even get the emotions to come out Dry as a bone but I just wanna shout What now? I just can't figure it out What now? I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out What now? Somebody tell me What now? I don't know where to go I don't know what to feel I don't know how to cry I don't know-oh-oh why I don't know where to go I don't know what to feel I don't know how to cry (I don't know-oh-oh why I don't know where to go I don't know what to feel I don't know how to cry I don't know-oh-oh why I don't know where to go I don't know what to feel I don't know how to cry I don't know-oh-oh why) Yeah Oh, I don't know how to feel I don't know how to cry, yeah So now somebody tell me What now