Jordan Castro - Weak lyrics

i have come close to s**ing my own dick but have inevitably failed every time one gets so close, and then the pain sets in it is like a kind of sharp spoon or something digging into your back trying to scoop out something that is not there to be found “if only my dick were an inch longer,” i have thought but it is of no use i have practiced stretching and i have read fiction books about people who have allegedly done it, but a book is not what is or was a book is just a story and so now i try to persuade other people to s** my dick or give me a kiss or sit with me or talk with me or walk with me or something and i do this while knowing that all relationships are, to some degree, a power struggle and that the power gets moved around from time to time is what keeps things going. an example of this would be how tonight i wanted to see you so badly but you had other plans with other people or something. i have tried thrusting my penis into the dirty c*nt of power and tearing it to shreds but my penis was not large enough. i have tried giving a piece of my penis to everyone, so as not to be discriminatory or hierarchical or something but my penis was not strong enough. ‘is my penis inadequate' ‘who will nurture an inadequate penis like mine'