Jordan Castro - This morning i worried about my face, among other things lyrics

you use the word ‘beautiful' to describe things and i derive meaning by connecting things in my brain with other things in my brain. it feels important to read ~6 or 7 non-fiction books per year about like, the atrocities of power or man or world war two or something, in order to have a more encompa**ing range of things in your brain to connect with other things in your brain. you think i am ugly because of something someone has taught you i feel worried and anxious and depressed because of something in my brain connecting with something else in my brain, which is not my brain, but is chunks of your brain, adolf hitler's brain, gene simmons' brain, albert einstein's brain, et. al. while listening to a song by the mountain goats today, i felt overcome with ‘beauty' and i felt a tear on my face doing schoolwork can relieve depression and today i felt less lonely because of the square root of two ‘over' two being the sin of the radian pi ‘over' four being able to dominate abstract mathematical hierarchies gives purpose to my life what am i doing drinking an iced soy latte