Jordan Castro - Rhetorical questions to lyrics

what happens when you feel no desire to participate in physical reality what happens when you stare at a computer screen for 8-10 hours a day i feel like i am alienating myself from myself or something i am looking at a computer and typing words onto a screen where is the internet when i find the internet, can i poke it will it laugh i feel alienated by trees is the gra** mocking me where are my real-life friends will the internet hug me