Jonny Conway - Tangible lyrics

(So sick, so sick, so sick, so sick...) [Verse 1: Ill-Noize] ...So sick of being alone Never a knock at the door, or ring on the phone... So sick of being myself Runnin' a constant uphill battle with my mental health... So sick of being used Thought I had this all figured out, but I didn't have a clue, left me feeling blue, broken & bruised, I'm split in two, left me to rot in my room with the paths you'd choose... Now it's a year down the line, I can't believe I thought that cheatin' b**h was one of a kind Was livin' blind, only thinkin' in that moment in time, but now I see the bigger picture & I'm gonna be fine, but there's still always something hanging in the back of my mind I crave to find another soul & intertwine, someone to call mine... Or just another f** That's just my luck, another couple months fueled by d** & lust, with no trust, never even went to lunch, just a fling for the weekend & by Monday it's dust, to clean up... I guess I can't complain, because the tangible will forever be what I crave I have no time for games, I've got no time to waste, I move fast, but at the same time I be keepin' my pace... it's no race... [Bridge: Ill-Noize] (...& some days I just can't face myself... Because everyone left & it erased my health...) & some days I just can't face myself... Because everyone left & it erased my health, uh! [Verse 2: Ill-Noize] We could be conscious of all this But if not, it's cool, there's no love lost But I love our flaws, yea I love them all Embrace the imperfections that make us who we are, that leave scars... Just learn & grow, live long & prosper Living with an imposter, living with yourself Hunny, pick up your posture You're a two-headed coin, just a prop You ain't cost nothin'! I only have myself to blame, I see the first sign of failure & I run away, I always stray Get distant, avoid the places you stay & slowly lose all connection like friends from back in the day, like sh**ty cell service... Like a loose bu*ton on your favorite shirt... Like a rake you took my name & dragged it through the dirt, & that sh** hurts, but I've moved on because it could be worse, I mean... It's so predictable you start to expect it & every time it gets easier to accept it It wasn't right, we weren't meant to be Besides I'm so busy, I should just worry 'bout me People come & go, the right ones stick around Your other half becomes another face in the crowd But the good thoughts float as the bad ones drown As long as you get up & don't take it lying down! This is for every girl that I wish would call back But won't, because they think I can't keep my dick in my pants, so they ghost before we even get a chance to build a romance You know you ain't the first, but baby you could be the last... We could run away, a place where no one knows our names, take a boat to an Island Or just hop on a plane, lost in a daze, just lost in my ways, reminiscing on when my black heart Wasn't just hungry for fame...