Jonny Conway - Clinomania lyrics

[Verse 1: Ill-Noize] Thoughts runnin' rampant in the back of my head Under attack by my past, but feeling pa**ive again... Try to ascend, but always end up falling back into bed & if I lay here forever, I might just sleep 'til I'm dead, I... Haven't been sober in weeks Faded, I cling to my sheets Hopin' they give me relief from all these griefs Pull the comforter up over my head While looking for comfort in words once said Anything to fix my thoughts & clear this mess I lay to rest, I feel my bed becoming my coffin These... visions of d**h they flash by often I keep on coughing, choking on the smoke I can feel the Reaper's cold hands start to wrap around my throat... Lucid dream, my mind plays tricks on me Nothing is what it seems, I keep on trying to run, But it feels like I can't breathe Visions blurry, the scenery starts to change Stuck in this purgatory, everything starts to fade, maybe I'll sleep 'til the morning, hah... Maybe I'll never wake up It wouldn't be such a bad thing I feel stuck in a bad dream The bags under my eyes, they're starting look like black holes & they say the eyes are the window to the soul... [Hook: Ill-Noize] & if I fall asleep, please don't wake me up & when I finally fall asleep, don't wake me up Eyes open, I lie awake, but my body's numb I'm wondering what my life has become? So if I fall asleep, please don't wake me up Yea when I finally fall asleep, don't wake me up My REM slowed from all of the d** I feel them rushing through my veins, in my blood... [Verse 2/Outro: Ill-Noize] & lately I've been holding hands with the bottle Back to the weed smoke Another xanax to swallow, I feel hollow I need anything to put me at ease Something to clear my head & give me peace Cure this disease... Just give me anything to make it stop... Or I'll just lay here in my darkened room until my f**ing body rots, untying knots to everyone I know Seclude myself from everything... Living to die alone...lone...lone...