Jonathan Lowell - Live From The Narrows lyrics

(verse 1) The original of a madman Trying to keep the sanity as long as i can Pills in the left and a razor in my right hand How am i to keep the madness contained in this man Least of all i know i have priorites Cause it's my duty to be the example I'm set to be I should be blessed cause i have support at times Cause i know the hurt and depression is all in my mind Whiskey and liquor is never entitled for this figure I've seen too many many fall in the world of theses sinners You can't see em unless you experienced it first Only then you know the fake of people observed It only changes when your fully cleansed You only see the example of happiness once again The next thing in this music that's still anticipation Don't believe me allow me to present you a demonstration (verse 2) I have the right to express how i feel Not making gimmicks upon the music to hide what's real It takes a few of the madness of others to crack my code DeVinci with pen in an artistic mode Miscommunication is only seen by the arrogant foes Will not the bitterness ruin my goal I couldn't make up this sh** that i write If i did i would never accept my own life Case the point im generous when comes to my soul But others consider me to be selfish or meant to be alone It only looks like that i was in that zone But it's cause that sanctuary is really my home I was put there by those who of deception But now that learned my lesson I'm no longer stressing I don't need with it so f** em And you can quote me on that no need to second guessing (Verse 3) Wayne bullsh**ting when he says he feels like dying But while he's lying I'm really feeling like trying You really should be afraid of my silence Cause my silence in reality is the history of my violence Every-time i talk it's really thru my eyelids Cause when i blink you understand my language Foresight my hatred is every man's knowledge So i can tell the dead is smarter by the average I only write like this emotions so that you see The opposite what hurt and pain has done to me My suffering is normal to some you see cause they see the same suffering in themselves that's similar to me I know in some points, it can't life But I'm not giving up, i still can fight I still have this pa**ion to shine so bright That if you see me dark at times it's really the light