Jonah - Pink Matter (Remix) lyrics

I got this sorta pain but the pain don't hurt What to do when all this novacane don't work? All you had to do was contain those flirts Man I never want to see those tears stain yo shirt Lifeless, breathless, you leave a brother restless Look at what you've done, look how I'm so reckless Look what you begun, how do I protest this Look what I've become, I'm all up on some next ish Uhh, the lights dim low Take it to the face and make the time move slow What I feel I don't know how to define this though, so Don't ask question cause I don't know Yo, I really really wanna go far Wanna go far till I meet the stars But that ain't far enough because you still be on my mind, every single time, that I remind my mind that I've been blinded by a lie like you How could you fake, something so true? I always thought fate, brought me to you Was a mistake, something I won't do Again You know that you gotta first lose, to win I built up some trust but that you just shattered But I messed up, I thought I was in love But really what I loved was all that pink matter