Jon Murdock - My Kingdom lyrics

[Intro: Jon Murdock] Damn... f** happened? The f** happened? Life crazy sometimes, you know? Gotta pick the pieces back up Put 'em together in the right way Yeah, Murdock [Verse 1: Jon Murdock] Spark that roach up, if you can't feel me then move closer Life put this weight on my shoulders, almost gave hope up Spent a lot of time searching for dough like the gold rush Young, lusting for s**, it clearly destroyed both of us I'm still holding up, but my mind's twisted Lured in by money, liquor, and fine b**hes Nightmares of cops friskin' and nines clickin' Nik' Airs and fine women is my vision Put that roach out, I'm at the end of my rope now In a cold cell, I'm about to lose hope, how Did I ever let it happen? We were so proud I wish I really knew then what I know now But I can't turn back the hands of time It just keeps moving, I can't rewind I gotta grasp, if I lose it, I could die The air that I gasp has Lucifer inside Pour me another shot, don't care if it's dumb or not Give me the keys to the whip, sh**, f** them cops I lost too many things in life that I loved a lot So I'ma just keep moving 'till something stops That was my thought then, that's not my feelings now When I think about, sh**, I was really wild Hands together, head up, fed up, kneelin' down I pray to God, to let me start healin' now [Hook: Jon Murdock] If my life ends and you never see me again Just remember that I thought things were easier then Be aware, other people that seem are your friends Because you'll bleed in the end, yeah, yo If my life ends and you never see me again Just remember that I thought things were easier then Be aware, other people that seem are your friends Because you'll bleed in the end, yeah, yo [Verse 2: Lex Starwind] Amazing grace in God form, rise to new heights With this art form, mine to take flight like a condor All on board to the next destination Stop travelling the pathway to Hell, who gonna make it hot? Who gon' take a shot? Who gon' let it pa** by? Who gon' lead the ma**es? Who gon' follow, never ask why? Shepherd for the sheep, down and out and on they last try Swollen from the heat, we burning out in these bad times In these dark skies, storm clouds blacken souls On the highway to life where the traffic goes But when you test the hearts of men, that's when the pa**ion flows Bring out the best from the worst, gotta adapt and grow Perpetual transition, the only constant has changed There's certain things that you could not explain To others, simply gotta learn it for yourself, it's not a game Just that universal law and I abide by the same f** your bloodstained hands, turmoil of the sole When the flesh rise up and the body turns old When the young turn to old and the old turn to dust When you searching for a path, who to turn to but us? Mistrust, misguided, gat bust, misfired 'Nother ghetto youth dyin', another ambulance siren Standing there silent, dumb, deaf, and blinded Desensitized to the violence [Hook: Jon Murdock] If my life ends and you never see me again Just remember that I thought things were easier then Be aware, other people that seem are your friends Because you'll bleed in the end, yeah, yo If my life ends and you never see me again Just remember that I thought things were easier then Be aware, other people that seem are your friends Because you'll bleed in the end, yeah, yo [Sample: Richard O'Brien] Mr. Sleep suggests he may go to places familiar His job is - I don't care about our job Indulge us, Mr. Hand If you were Murdoch, yes? If I were Murdoch, I would remember how my wife had hurt me by sleeping with another man Then, I'd look for a way to hurt her in return Leave me alone with her, there's work to be done