Jon Forgeron - [(Re)Cycle] lyrics

I've felt, I've seen This force is k**ing me Unkempt, unclean My spite uncovers me I destroy, you pay I'm a monster dressed in white My lies, exemplified By people I've betrayed The world that I know is coming to a close Drowning, sinking further I'm fully exposed Beaten down into the ground I see you eye to eye It's like an endless cycle This keeps f**ing happening to me! I can't stand the very sight of myself Facades are fading, showing every flaw in it's true form Bury me in my mistakes and ignore my screams for help Discard the person that I used to be He's just an empty shell Riding on this lonely carousel There's nothing, can't you f**ing tell?! The world that I know is coming to a close Drowning, sinking further I'm fully exposed Beaten down into the ground I see you eye to eye It's like an endless cycle This keeps f**ing happening to me! (X2) (LOST) And gone without a single sign I'm by myself (YOU) Can see the mess that I've become There's nothing to hide (CHAINED) Detained time and time again There's no light (RAPE) Rape and steal my pride again It's gone anyway Goodbye I'll turn my back And tune you out; it's only me and all this Self-indulgent ecstasy And as I close my eyes I realize that I am fading slowly I'm my own worst enemy I am all but safe and sound Somebody'd say I'm fine; I'd turn around, and See the shadow of my past Withering so fast Anointed to rule this world of dust Under this bloodied crown of thorns I've reached the point of no return My monuments have all burned Riding on this withered carousel There's nothing here, just give it up