Jon Forgeron - Descent lyrics

I can't take much more With all to hide, I don this guise, and Smile and I mask it all That smile hides a wretched man plotting self-demise I scream at the sky as the floodgates burst I went from ignored to the scum of the Earth My head is in another place Hoping for some lucky ace To lift away the hurt You f**ing hate me, don't you? Well I hate me more, 'cuz When I fumble at each open door A slew of trapdoors just conjure up, with the enticing lure of a Better life God, and I keep f**ing falling for it! Snap me out of this! Someone help I've trapped myself In this rotting tomb My descent Was bound to happen Now watch me fall I'm burning every bridge that I've ever built With a blade in my fever dream fantasy, I give I'm a cyst, and I'm only here just to prove my worth Even though I'm not worth a thing, I just want to feel SAFE Someone help I've trapped myself In this rotting tomb My descent Was bound to happen Now watch me fall Am I losing my mind? 'Cuz every turn, there's more Fuel for these thoughts To fester and take on life I can't take this anymore! WHY?!