Jon Connor - Blackout lyrics

Y'all really think I give a f** ‘bout half the sh** y'all say Been dodging hate since I was 8, I could do this sh** all day Wanna kick my feet up but the lease up so I'm out this b**h Soon as that day come when everybody around me rich Selfish intentions, selfish motives attracted by yourself And when it don't be you that mean you gotta watch everybody else But that's exhausting, I chose the latter, I just don't f** with y'all So consequently, when I be down I don't know who the f** to call Just give me a minute, don't own the key to success Yea, I got this from Cosby But I know the key to failure is when you try to please everybody I write this sh** to keep you personal So just keep on playing this song until your stress is gone I'll be a shrink to your problems, a shrink ‘til they become extinct My cousin gone, do I lose sleep over haters? What the f** you think? Hell nah I don't know what to tell y'all Except that you create your own destiny And my pa**ion will never fail y'all Well yo I'd tell livin' swell y'all But I'd be lying if I ain't sayin' I went through hell y'all My tails of fighting demons in brimstone compels all But I tell the ugly truth about the hood and hopes that it repels y'all I hope that y'all don't get the wrong impression of me I swear I'm trying to use discretion with this aggression homie What do people want to know my music is to truly know me My middle finger is reserved for the fake and phony It is what it is and as long as I'm my mama's son I'mma chase my dreams so you Ain't gotta count down how long I run sh**, the eternal yard dash in the finish line It's in his mind and I know winning is not far away But the beginning is trying harder bullsh** in this rap game, f** it I'mma eat that just as long as I give that real sh** to all my people who need that And f** yea I'mma lash out Without a go never back out As hard as y'all know that I'mma shine I guess I just had to blackout, Blackout