Jon Connor - In My Sleep lyrics

It goes down easy Tito Lopez They give a real talk of the year award? Okay, so y'all wanna know what it's like for n***as rhyming? All they love is gone but they force you to find a silver lining And the playbook empty, done ran through every possible option So blue collar man, they think I'm crippin' like Mississippi's Compton And the check ain't went through, how about the bread I lent you? Got a few views on YouTube, guess I ain't got to pay rent too, huh? Ever think you meant to do that one thing that you love to do? So you take a chance, take the stage and the ground move up under you And you drop and you keep falling, keep falling, feel like it's never gonna stop And it's ironic because you in this bottomless pit before you get to the top And the cold sweats, waking up still in the projects, no progress Is this a dream or a nightmare? I don't know yet Then I get that call from my lil' bro and he tells me I'm his hero Just when I thought my life was screwed up like Texas [?] Got a second in and picked up the pieces [?] Me and Connor: d**h before dishonor, holla at me man Jon Connor I lock myself up in my room at night and pray to God They told me one day sh** gonna change but I felt this way for so long I lock myself up in my room at night Hope He hear me crying in my room at night I lock myself up in my room at night and pray to God They told me one day sh** gonna change but I felt this way for so long I lock myself up in my room at night Pray He hear me crying in my room at night Ain't nobody gonna give you props till the world jump on your nuts It's just that simple, by then you won't give a f** All the nights you was by yourself, couldn't get nobody to pick up the phone All the days you wanted to reach out, ain't nobody have arms that long Had a dream I was back on the playground and I ain't have a care in the world Haters won't let me breathe like ain't enough air in the world All the nights I spent on this writing sh**, it ain't fair my girl She ain't wanna let go, but I had to let go, if I couldn't be there for my girl I ain't never by myself, always get through myself I really don't give a f** but I guess I never really apply myself It's just easier that way 'cause people come and people go Only thing constant is change, everything you see gonna go I don't want you to feel my pain, feeling yours is hard enough Find a reason to smile, yeah I know this sh** hard as f** Reminisce on the things you love, give thanks for the things you have Take a deep breath, look at where you at, follow my voice, let me bring you back I lock myself up in my room at night and pray to God They told me one day sh** gonna change but I felt this way for so long I lock myself up in my room at night Hope He hear me crying in my room at night I lock myself up in my room at night and pray to God They told me one day sh** gonna change but I felt this way for so long I lock myself up in my room at night Pray He hear me crying in my room at night