Joker's Daughter - Mind of Gold lyrics

Something's got me sold to the river of a golden mind. Is it a dream? Or is it a lie? The way looks out of reach but I guess if I don't try. I'll never be free. Never satisfied. Over and over and over and over again. Over and over and over and over again. Been searching all around, been to so many places of old. But I still can't find, a mind of gold. Does anybody know what it is that I'm searching for? Can it be real, without any flaws? Over and over and over and over again. Over and over and over and over again. Only a fool would go, to so many lengths just to find himself. Back to where he started all along. There's so many clues to behold. I don't know what I'm doing walking around in the cold. It shouldn't take a brainiack to figure this one out. Over and over and over and over again. Over and over and over and over again. Something's got a hold but I guess I've got to take a chance. Stop goofing around, and take a stand. It's easy to remain in repeat in a sadistic mind. But I want out, coz it's driving me blind. Over and over and over and over again. Over and over and over and over again. Only a fool would go, to so many lengths just to find himself. Back to where he started all along. There's so many clues to behold. I don't know what I'm doing walking around in the cold. It shouldn't take a brainiack to figure this one out. Over and over and over and over again. Over and over and over and over again. As I stumble and I blunder down the river of a golden mind. It's not the perfect kind, nor is it idealised. The fallacies taught can be seen over a thousand time. And they are the dreams, that can not be found. Over and over and over and over again. Over and over and over and over again.