Johnny Gill - Having Illusions lyrics

Some people tell me that I need help Some people can f** off and go to hell God damn, why they criticize me Now sh** is on the rise so my family despise me f** em! And feed em cause I don't need em I won't join em if I can beat em They don't understand my logic To my gat to my money and I'm hooked on chronic I never wanted to hurt a n***a Unless ya come flexin that trigga, I dig ya That grave on the east side of town Lay ya six feet underground From man, to the dust to the ashes All I remember tell me where the cash is Clic Cloc barrel at my dome Give all your loot or you ain't going home But I ain't going out wit the pain Wa da da dang, wa dada daa dang [Chorus:] I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions drivin me mad inside I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions f**in me up in my mind I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions drivin me mad inside I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions f**in me up in my mind Muthaf**as be drivin me up the walls Hopin that I fall but they can s** my balls Straight jacket, strap it In a padded room when some punk n***az can't hack it Distracted from our reality Now I'm let out on a minor technicality They all f**ed up now Cause they let a n***a back on the street somehow I'm lookin for someone like me Livin in my own world to my own degree On the loose in the city lookin at the ho wit the big titties Lookin at me and I feel sh**ty A little tensed up gettin hot Cause she looks like my girl who just smoked at the crack spot I'm tryin to find ways to cope But I ain't f**in round wit the gauge or a rope [Chorus:] I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions drivin me mad inside I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions f**in me up in my mind I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions drivin me mad inside I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions f**in me up in my mind I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions