Johnny Broadway - Thinking Of You lyrics

I never held much hope that this would last. Now you're the ghost of one more Christmas past. And it feels like a lifetime, but it's all been in my mind since June. When your first shot broke across the bow of my boat and sunk me down into the blue. Though I try every day, I just can't escape thinking of you. As I lie here awake, it's all I can take of thinking of you. I can't say how this time is not the same as every other what-was-her-name? But this must be how dying a thousand times over would feel. And as you pull the trigger, all I hear is a whisper, some sordid apology. Though I try every day, I just can't escape thinking of you. As I lie here awake, it's all I can take of thinking of you.