Johnathan Richardson - Eternal Wrest lyrics

[Verse 1] I never meant to speak of blasphemy, please bless me, I should be dead, should rest my head, to speak the tongue o' the dead, I hit my head, I forgot what I would say of the price was paid The songs I hear, are loud in here, my head it hurts, my tongue it blurts I do not say what I think I mean, I mean I do not think what I say, I think, I think I'm mean But not all things, forget the scheme, I'm going to do everything He say unless the noise gets to loud I might not think I forget to breathe There's no rhyming, talk of bad timing Call me a liar but I cannot lie, I fell remember, 'cause I don't see How this makes sense to me I wrote it didn't I I, the one who didn't die I, the one who was abandoned by friends I speak of me, to think, to breathe, to end My life goes on because of God [Verse 2] I never meant to speak of blasphemy Oh Lord I'm sorry, You're the One who can bless me I should be dead, Lord rest my head The sin in me is my enemy I may say "God, can You hear me", I forget sometimes You are God, there is none better I don't really matter? Of course I do I should be dead, I'm not, I'm not who I am supposed to be Forgive me Father, I hurt my soul Who could make sense of anything, but You oh Lord Take me home Take me home [Verse 3] A confusing illusion, only for ma** dilution Think you're in control but lost your soul In but not of, I've had enough Time to change the change of time This chance of mine, to take it now Until finally I can lie down And scream But, oh my head it still hurts But remember why I'm alive I am alive, am I living? Words on a page, only some of my thoughts inside I am so scared, I am so scared I lie down and scream OH LORD I'M SO SCARED [Verse 4] Hold me, touch my life, I need to be blessed But who am I to tell You what to do I do not know, I do not fear what I cannot see But I saw what I believe, my own two eyes, beautifully flawed Cannot cover what He hath made Or is it have, I am confused Enough of me, I do not rule He made it all, He made you No time to focus, no time at all A figment of our imaginations we believed was true A pretty little lie, so enticing, so exciting Not who I believed I was, oh I forgot I do not rule because OH LORD I AM SO SCARED And that's when hate had died [Outro] The beauty of the universe, all of us, when d**h became life