John Wesley (Rap) - d**h to My Reflection lyrics

Cheating – don't do me like that Stealing – don't do me like that Lying – don't you do me like that Wanting – please don't do me like that Lusting – I said don't do me like that Judging – no don't you do me like that Complaining – why would you do me like that? Lusting – why would you do me like that? How is it you could be in need of a confession? I don't want my image spreading the infection It would be different if you knew my intentions I need some direction, d**h to my reflection I trust God but I blame myself I don't know how the two coexist, I love my creator but I'm ashamed of myself I feel like a Calvinist alone with his fate in question Faith and redemption, why must you stand so close to the face of deception I don't know where it went, it's like it disappeared Right and wrong are confused and how difficult it is to care My moral fiber went from missing a stitch To me questioning if it even exists It isn't like I'm struggling to find a reason to live But if I die it's like they'd suddenly understand me and forgive Look in the mirror and jump Yes I'm a lonely person, but I don't want to be appearing as one Cheating – don't do me like that Stealing – don't do me like that Lying – don't you do me like that Wanting – please don't do me like that Lusting – I said don't do me like that Judging – no don't you do me like that Complaining – why would you do me like that? Lusting – why would you do me like that? How is it you could be in need of a confession? I don't want my image spreading the infection It would be different if you knew my intentions I need some direction, d**h to my reflection I trust God but I blame myself I don't know how the two coexist, I love my creator but I'm ashamed of myself I feel like a Calvinist alone with his fate in question Faith and redemption, why must you stand so close to the face of deception So take that and some depression you can stir in the mix Plus I'm trying to meet you in the middle while I'm burning a bridge This isn't a fabrication; it's a cry for help It's feeling you're trying to beat impossible by yourself It's going from thinking suicide is stupid to “might as well” Cause no one will care or try to understand why you failed This is the everyday life of millions of people How could this God-given brain of mine be so deceitful? Cheating – don't do me like that Stealing – don't do me like that Lying – don't you do me like that Wanting – please don't do me like that Lusting – I said don't do me like that Judging – no don't you do me like that Complaining – why would you do me like that? Lusting – why would you do me like that? How is it you could be in need of a confession? I don't want my image spreading the infection It would be different if you knew my intentions I need some direction, d**h to my reflection