John Wesley (Rap) - Darkly Drawn lyrics

Headache, 18th page of this paper That's your Jesus? – save me from this savior Face-first [OH!] raise me from this razor Before fate intoxicates me and I chase her Run away now, an affair is too believable And you take every lie that he feeds to you and you eat em all Girl, get out now, even if you need to crawl Don't go through with it now just because there's a ring involved Faith of a child – a Bad or a good thing Is a child my entire life something I should be? Stay together – eventually – American dream But what happens when this dream puts your marriage to sleep? Is that all she wrote when you're drunk calling home [I NEED SOMEBODY, MY RING FINGER IS AWFULLY COLD] We fell apart slowly, and it was my fault I know And the answer to “will you marry me” should probably be no When you draw your heart and trace what the pencil said How permanent is sentiment scribbled in pencil lead If our love is an a**embled sketch, then we shade our profiles into dark silhouettes And I know that this feels like it's been stretched to the brink And i know you can't erase a past sketched in ink But even though it may be dark when it's drawn Even the roughest weather can color the toughest texture the color of bronze Please forgive me, I'm in love with misery And the inspiration given is insult to injury You're about to witness our ability to judge The heroes that we disprove of and the criminals we love Our eyes will not stop lying blind me, dismember hands I have a ninety times better chance of finding Neverland Go ahead and shoot me; you'd be doing me a favor Burn everything I've written, including this piece of paper Don't take a single word I say the way you perceive it Clarity was slain; and now is laying in pieces Double life at night, shouts cries, shallow lies Feeding lines of “how you're mine”; out of alibis Infatuation consumes; what do you say to a man When the one you'd least expect has his face in his hands He gave her what he had; she gave it all back Thank for playing that song yeah, now play it again When you draw your heart and trace what the pencil said How permanent is sentiment scribbled in pencil lead If our love is an a**embled sketch, then we shade our profiles into dark silhouettes And I know that this feels like it's been stretched to the brink And i know you can't erase a past sketched in ink But even though it may be dark when it's drawn Even the roughest weather can color the toughest texture the color of bronze Hand in hand, a woman, a womb, and a man Romance, a rumor, the truth and a catch Proof of the incident, the room, and a past And she's gone – no looking back – poof – and that's that That sinking feeling in your stomach won't settle Until you realize the aroma of those rose pedals They throw sugar and kisses on everything And make you steal so many glances that it's a felony If it was heaven when you met it will be hell to leave Infatuation doesn't care about your well-being And it will tell you not to stop, and get what you deserve Until one or both of you is drowned, obsessed, dead or hurt You can't disguise your depressing appearance And there is no justifying when you're second guessing your marriage And if you are happily married you need to look hard in the mirror And remember that first time that she brought you to tears When you draw your heart and trace what the pencil said How permanent is sentiment scribbled in pencil lead If our love is an a**embled sketch, then we shade our profiles into dark silhouettes And I know that this feels like it's been stretched to the brink And i know you can't erase a past sketched in ink But even though it may be dark when it's drawn Even the roughest weather can color the toughest texture the color of bronze