John Wesley (Rap) - Street Life lyrics

Holding my head crying out to whoever's there But ain't nobody responding, I guess nobody cares Hoping you hear me got a lot on my mind If you're there lord send me a sign I'm sleeping with a woman I don't recognize Her name is chastity and I think she's someone else's wife I've never met this guy; I hope he's not the jealous type I don't remember but I think it was a special night [YEAH] let's be part Christian, set the rest aside And disagree on small details, ok, now let's divide d**h is pretty if you hate life Hating life while loving dying while living is a hate crime I know I sound bitter, I know something is the matter Can't go to church no more and not want to disrespect the pastor Don't predict a fairy tale ending, expect disaster Her husband saw everything, and he says you stabbed her HELP ME; send me to the emergency room Hurting women isn't something I purposely do Especially someone I never personally knew It wasn't a fist it was a fit that I verbally threw She cried tears, but what she said was very untrue That I deserve forgiveness [I say they should bury me soon] I'ma rap til I run out words to construct Perfect and luck, deserve and enough, I'm murdering ya We slept together cause it was a rainy night I feel in love, I didn't know she was the shady type And I have people telling me I should preach in a pulpit You know I don't believe in know and I believe that you know it