John Legend - Blame Game lyrics

Somebody once told me that pain is love and everything in between Is nothing but a facade, just something a child dreams Life is nothing but a b**h whose emotions always switch 'cause whenever things start to look up, she gets her period Our problems are myriad, nothing's ever what it seems to be Her silence is like torture, I'd feel better if she screamed at me Or just had the decency to pack her bags and leave All this trouble isn't subtle girl, I find it hard to breathe But I'm a man so I stand on my own two Damn, I'm a man, pride won't let me telephone you So give me a call or we're never gonna speak again And we both know that we can not be friends Why are we even arguing? I don't remember why I'm mad at you All I know is smacking you was something that I had to do I guess I heard you talking to that other dude And how was I supposed to act, you know that I'm in love with you And that's a feeling that we used to share 'til our relationship became a game of trying not to care We're playing cat and mouse, why are you pushing back? You should know I've never been afraid of some p**y cat But doll you're my everything Check the back of my closet, what you'll find is a wedding ring I was trying to block some time out to make it yours But our kisses don't start with Kay and I don't want to anymore So tell me what's it gonna be... Are you gonna leave or can you just trust me? It's ugly, to see what jealousy can do It made an angry man of me and it made a b**h of you Or maybe it just made us what we already were And all this sh** we're going through is just what we deserve I don't know about love, I don't know about lust But they don't mean a damn without trust