John Grant - It's Easier lyrics

I don't know who I thought I was. I guess I tried to love you because I thought I could afford To take the risk and take a chance. I do not know who I thought I was fooling. I must have felt invincible in your arms Like I could take the whole world on But it's easier for me to believe that you are lying to me When you say you love me and when you say you need me. Yes, it's easier for me to walk away and get on with my life If I believed that you were deceiving me, If I believed that you'd be leaving me one day, be leaving me one day. I wish that I could make you see, but clearly that is not to be, 'Cause you will not be swayed by me, you've made it clear, you must be free. I would have sacrificed for you, I would have been so loyal and so true, But gifts this precious can't be offered up by fools And it's easier for me to believe that you are lying to me When you say you love me and when you say you need me. Yes, it's easier for me to walk away and get on with my life If I believed that you were deceiving me, If I believed that you'd be leaving me one day, be leaving me one day. What's done is done, I cannot change the way I feel. And what's more, I am certain that I don't regret a single thing. But sometimes I really miss your sweet, sweet love And wish that I'd wake up, and this would all be just a dream. Yes, it's easier for me to believe that you are lying to me When you say you love me and when you say you need me. Yes, it's easier for me to walk away and get on with my life If I believed that you were deceiving me, If I believed that you'd be leaving me one day, be leaving me one day, Be leaving me one day.