John Givez - Going Left lyrics

[Verse 1: Ruslan] I guess you could say it's a California California It's a California state of mind Yes, we warned ya Everyone of my mistakes is mine And it's okay for me to own it I'm my own biggest opponent The addiction of my past is transforming and becoming more vaporized How is that? Trying to get my powers back Trying to get the hours back that I have invested And never seen a return from my very initial investment I'm thinking that I have just learned that I'm concerned about Things that I don't need to be concerned about I ain't spoke to my momma in weeks We connect through word of mouth Speaks through the grapevine 'Cause I can't seem to make time 'Cause I can't seem to slow down (slow down) And yes I got a smile on my face But at this point I know how to fake mine Say cheese for the photo op In my inner hamster wheel moving forward but going nowhere fast Is this how gangstas feel Facing robocop Gotta know to stop [Chorus] It be going left Unexpected as I'm Running out of breath So I gotta know When to stop, and when to go When to pause, and when to roll Cuz, it be going left Unexpected as I'm Running out of breath So I gotta know When to stop, and when to go When to pause, and when to roll [Verse 2: John Givez] Why do we try to Hide whats inside When inside is all we know Talking 'bout the things that you don't let show Guess it all just means that I got the world on my back Girl on my mind God in my heart Gun on the dash (No, don't do it!) Mamma says, baby, you running to fast This nicotine come in the nick of time Nicodemus was a genius to come in the night And ask how to be saved I can't be proud of my ways now Its getting harder to write them down on the page now Its high noon in my room With the curtains closed If these are the brakes I might just let my curtains blow Ooooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh If these are the brakes I might just let my curtains blow Ooooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh (If these are the brakes....) [Chorus] It be going left Unexpected as I'm Running out of breath So I gotta know When to stop, and when to go When to pause, and when to roll Cuz, it be going left Unexpected as I'm Running out of breath So I gotta know When to stop, and when to go When to pause, and when to roll [Bridge] You here tonight? I'm saying Are you here tonight? I'm staying You here tonight? I'm saying Are you here tonight? I'm staying Going left We going left now We going left (Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah, yeah) [Verse 3: Beleaf] Who you think you is young blood? You up and left I was on my d**hbed, took my last breath Oh, you living nice now? Oh, you say blessed? Well, good for you Yeah, good for you You know the same s**ers on the block; ain't nothin new You know I thought you'd always be the one to keep it true You on the West now what you rockin', red or blue? Haha You feeling left out cuz you not the gangsta dude What you smoking sess now? Making up war stories [?] Talking bout, "yeah Baltimore just ain't for me" Walking with the Lord now, do it for his glory Left me on the block with a skully and a 40 You used to be the dude selling incense and oils, B I hope the cats you roll with know you ain't about loyalty If I could do it all again, I'd prolly leave yo holy [?] in the soil B And leave you...like you left Like, like you left me