John Andrew - Life's a Race lyrics

[Hook:] Is it worth the money shoulda stopped me at the start Ain't sh** funny when you watched me fall apart If i could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place I wouldn't no way cause i learnt that time's a race [Verse 1:] They asked me why i took the heavenly step And tried to quit what i was on ain't got no serotonin left Almost impossible to have fun sh** what if i collapse on Stage next birthday i just hope that i have one Getting blazed from a age i barely had pubes If i leave this world just know that i f**in' had too I'm in a bad mood what 'ave i done The doctors tell me they can fix me tell me what have i won Okay with rap i topped that, but then i thought i dropped back Cause i realised at the top is it really hot lad I just wish i could change up some certain sh** And open up my brain like a brain surgeon is Looking in like what have you done Ain't know happiness left it's just a bottomless rut I've had enough of this game and the fame it's ridiculous Can't go anywhere without someone wanting picture's sh** [Hook:] Is it worth the money shoulda stopped me at the start Ain't sh** funny when you watched me fall apart If i could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place I wouldn't no way cause i learnt that time's a race [Verse 2:] Sometimes you see me smile but i'm hiding my tears You can call it bipolar but i'm writing my fears I can say i'm fearless I'm fearless of a human But i ain't fearless of this feeling i'm consuming Wish this would stop yeah Scott's got a weak side Pop another pill go to sleep and hope i did die What the f** I thinkin' man I need to get away Doctor's blame the Xanax, codeine and the marryjane Hopefully by the time that this sh** drops I'm clean and they don't find me in a snip knot On the f**ing program wish i took it slow man I dove into rap and took over what you know man About bein' poor as sh** And your missus goes to work you try ignore the sh** And suddenly your rich, You're buying houses by the water Still you depressed i want a answer from the lord brah [Hook:] Is it worth the money should've stopped me at the start Ain't sh** funny when you watched me fall apart If i could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place I wouldn't no way cause i learnt that time's a race [Verse 3:] Standing on the cliff edge, bout to jump dickhead I'm in a dark place do you wanna see this sh** end Oh poor me, why I whingeing on tracks Cause i'm addicted to tabs and i'm admitting it lad I ain't got sh** to hide, And don't you sympathize I'm in the middle of the ocean wanna sink and die Will this feeling fly, and will i be alright Or am i better off ending everything i tried why [Outro:] Is this worth the money If i could turn back time but then time gets away