John Andrew (Sinima) - Deep Pression lyrics

[Hook: John Andrew] They tell me my condition is incurable.. They tell me that I need to take these d**, to numb the pain.. It's days like this, I just wish that I could rewrite my history.. But I must live with my mistakes.. [Verse 1 : Soulmate Sam] It is a facinating mind of a boy that always have to deal alone with his own sh**, a lot of human kind pathetic people talk a lot and they don't even know a tiny little bit, How would anybody Try to understand something dark and blurry and so weird that they don't really get? No they don't and they will never get to being able to take control of even a small hit The boy sits alone in the corner of the room feeling numb and having visions in his head and seeing doom while being calm waiting for the storm to come and wanting to roll, over just to not Feel the tears and the voices call Sure he is being lost, thinking that he's done for aiming for the ceiling and the rope and seeing his legs still and blue wishing that his palm would dry that he would stand again and try To take on all the demons inside and not to cry [Hook: John Andrew] They tell me my condition is incurable.. They tell me that I need to take these d**, to numb the pain.. It's days like this, I just wish that I could rewrite my history.. But I must live with my mistakes.. [Verse 2 : Soulmate Sam] At the ages in between sixteen and nineteen, he is a fool , right he is just a teen, he is not at all suffering from some kind of a dangerous mind illness he is just a teen His parents won't get the clear and hidden idea of the great creations of his mental scenes, but who to blame but himself he says that he would get the things done and when it don't he leans The boy walks with friends but feels alone and seems so sad even though he laughs but no one notices and no one cares that much Cuz he is just a teenager filled with anger dragged by'n ancre He's always there a giver not a taker Sure he is hiding stuff he is proud and never wants to pitty anyone not even his own soul, not even by a small amount of spirit, there's too much to say but not talk about he is deppressed And wants to be left alone to fight