John Andrew (Sinima) - Crash lyrics

[Hook: John Andrews] Stuck inside myself again Covered up in the bruises from my youth And I don't wanna face the fact That I'm off track and won't make it back Say it's never safe to crash But don't be sad when it fades to black [Verse 1: Kerser] I don't want to face the facts, I'm moving forward racing back To pick up what was facing back, and turn it round to make the cash They say I influence the kids in ways that I can't understand I'm meant to be a role model, that's one thing I can't comprehend You mean to tell me where I'm from, that they thought I would make it man The industry can't take me, I can tell the way they shake my hand But they don't know my story, how I meant to paint a picture? When it's written with my pen and that to them is just a distant hem We came up from the bottom and the bottom of my bottles empty Wonder if we gotem ain't no stoppin cause the top is scary They start acting different and my brain is in a crazy place But in the spotlight they tell you to hide it, it's amazing aye? That someone's finally speakin out, it happens to be Kerser too Everything I'm going through, I put em in my words to you Good or bad or right or wrong? If I think it, I write a song To scared for mental checkups cause they tell me that my mind is gone [Hook: John Andrews] Stuck inside myself again Covered up in the bruises from my youth And I don't wanna face the fact That I'm off track and won't make it back Say it's never safe to crash But don't be sad when it fades to black [Verse 2: Kerser] Waking up a zombie you're to kind to blame it on me Ain't my fault that I am not be one to turn it down, get off me I don't need a bunch of parents blaming me their kids are swearing Like they never hear the sh** at school but blaming me's the answer I'm the cancer if you asking, but wait let's stop and just ask the kids Cause I be saving lives and they decide to look right past all this Hundred emails weekly, here's one that will never leave me Single mother writes to management it's desperate that she meets me Cause the son he had a habit from when he was age of 14 In and out of rehab but my music's only thing that taught him That there's other ways around it, so he left the rehab clean and all Kerser through the earphones, got a job, he even sweepin floors One night he is out with mates he copped a s**er punch and died and she just wants to thank me cause I gave him 4 more years of life Crazy cause I'm messed up in my own head, yeah you so surprised Poppin what I can cause I can't handle this, I'm going [?] [Hook: John Andrews] Stuck inside myself again Covered up in the bruises from my youth And I don't wanna face the fact That I'm off track and won't make it back Say it's never safe to crash But don't be sad when it fades to black [Verse 3: Kerser] Ok I make a U-turn yeah, it's time to pull my head in head And hope to jump in bead and get earphones and just forget it Forget about the drama, life's to short just fix it upper When you get home, you know nudda You can handle this your brothers Wait along onside a road and I ain't got my lights on neither Need my window wipers on cause I can barely see the mirror Almost home I guess this place is really where I get away But before I leave I just got one more thing I wanna say [Hook: John Andrews] Stuck inside myself again Covered up in the bruises from my youth And I don't wanna face the fact That I'm off track and won't make it back Say it's never safe to crash But don't be sad when it fades to black